Sunday, 28 September 2014



Not sure why I'm writing this because this blog has been neglected for sooooooo long. Hahaha

I`m 5 months pregnant now.

Everything happened so fast.
We did plan this pregnancy, and wanted to wait at least Sofea is 2 years old (by dec this year)
before we started with the 2nd baby...

The same thing when we planned for Sofea, we wanted to wait at least 1 year
but somehow, somewhere, Miracles happened

Allah SWT, the better Planner, knows what's best for us.
and we couldn't be any happier.

Not sure whether we are ready financially, physically and emotionally for the arrivals of the 2nd baby.

Our house that we purchased almost 2 years ago, almost ready. Alhamdulillah.
which will surely bring additional headaches financially ...

but we strongly believe, Allah SWT will guide and ease our burdens.


The soon to be big-sister, Sofea is now becoming more and more active, clingy, bubbly, charming, cute and at the same time , more mischievous and cunning. hahaha.

She looks like her father, but definitely inherited all my attitudes.

Hope that I can find more time writing here.
Take care !

Tuesday, 18 February 2014

At last

I cry, at the toilet room.

Sometimes, I talked too much.
think that I'm good, above average.

Well obviously, I`m not any better than the rest.

Most of the time,
that person doubted me, questioning my capabilities.
always reminding me that at where I am right now, I should be doing this and not that.

Often, I accept sarcasms or criticisms.
I'm that person who could be reprimanded

But today I can't.
Not when he does that in front of other people.
Not when this time, more than twice.

I feel demotivated.
Guess, that's what he wanted me to feel. Good for NOTHING.

I need to vent it out.
So I cry.


Sunday, 16 February 2014

Husband's 31st

I was scratching my head on where and how to celebrate my Husband's 31st.
Either go big or just having an intimate dinner just the 2 of us.

Well, I knew, what ever it is, it gonna involve one stay at a hotel.

I have one place in mind but afraid Husband not gonna like it.
He preferred somewhere around KLCC but we've been there for my birthday celebration last 2 years.

Initial plan was to go to celebrate in Bangkok.
But due to the unstable political scene plus, we are going to bring Fea,
we aborted the idea.

Hotel checked !
Next was a birthday dinner.

I really wanted to go to the Mandarin Grill, Mandarin Oriental KL
due to the great reviews I found on the Internet...
but husband wanted a simple dinner and not to waste money.
We should keep the romantic dinner for other occasion.

Fine then...and thank you Husband for your kind understanding :)

Finally I booked Majestic Hotel KL to spend our night.

We went out at 10.00am and Fea was with her grandmother.
We had a breakfast, go to Pavillion and by 2.30pm we checked in to the hotel.

Our first impression was WOW and it lasted for the whole stay !
We got an upgraded room.
I truly recommend this hotel for a special occasion .
Love it ~

We spent some time together, just the two of us :)
Though most of our conversations were about lil Fea. Haha.

After Maghrib prayers, we went out for a Dinner at The Daily Grind Bangsar Village.
The food were delish ! will come back definitely .

Before coming back to the Hotel, we took Lil Fea.
Been missing her like cray cray ~

Surprisingly, this was what waiting for us at the room...

I did put a note on the reservation that I will be celebrating my Hub's bday.

The next day was our leisure time...
Daddy daughter bonding time 

His Birthday present :



Wednesday, 22 January 2014

OnceUponATime : Honesty.

At times, I feel its not fair.
I work as much...contribute as much...but at the same time..
I still need to be a wife.

Maybe because I am lazy. Just plain lazy.
And I'm taking advantage of having a very patient husband.

My mum keep on nagging me to change...cause Im now a wife...and going to be a mother!
I need to change my pattern. I need to wake up earlier than him.
Prepare him breakfast...cook dinner for him...
Just be a wife....if not a good wife.

Bluergh !

"so what if you are a graduate? working as this or that? 
do you have any idea how many career women out there who are like you, but better (read :at doing domestic chores) ?"

"what makes you think he's gonna stick with you through all the time?  Love? you are so naive.
What you've got to offer? not that you know how to stay in shape (read:fat)..and don't let me start with your laziness !
you better change....or else. (read: you'll end up like me)"

I guess, my mum is like Joan Rivers when giving marriage advice....

cruel right? but she has been there and done that.
I'm matured enough to know, what I'm doing is wrong and change is a must !

Pregnant or not, shouldn't be an excuse.
I have my responsibilities....and the prior ones are not in the office.
After all, I'm the one who begged him to marry me.

Have you ever wondered, how many other women wanted to be in your position?
To have your loving husband as her's?

To have found my husband is truly a blessing journey of mine.
Every day, I thank Allah SWT....for having a wonderful man in my life.

As a start, I tried to do the things .... seikhlas hati....
and slowly change my patterns

In all honesty....I don't think I'm a bad wife.
I have my strong points and I'd made sacrifices for this relationship...

Ah, Humans !